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Sabi ng lola ko 'bastos daw ako,walang hiya and many others'. But for me that's NOT ME, she may see or tell herself that I'm like that but I'm not. It's kind of weird though, my attitudes are not the same when I'm outside the house and when I'm inside the house. I think when I'm here inside the house I'm kind of a "demon". But when I'm outside the house, you can see that I'm the most happiest person in that certain area. I don't but for me knowing myself, the real me is when I'm outside the house.
It just hurts my feelings when someone said words like that to me because I'm like that to them. But the more I can respect it, I will respect it.
I don't get it why other people is always like that.
I know myself more than they do know me. Even if they're my family, doesn't mean that they know me more than others. I know myself more than they know me. So they have no right to say words like that to me.
With those words it makes my happiness in life 1 percent lesser. But it also makes me stronger.