Basta't kasama kita iba ang nadarama kong saya

Ikaw ang nagpapasaya as akin. Ikaw ang nagbibigay buhay sa akin. Sa tuwing ako'y malungkot makita o makausap ka lang ay pwede na.
Sana lagi ka nandiyan sana hindi mo ako iwan. Mahal na mahal kita.

Monthsary

Tomorrow is our 8th monthsary. I will be the one to greet him.
It's just the way I am.
I love him soo much. :)It's been 8 months we're sharing our love for each other.

Kapag kasama ko siya...

Kapag kasama ko siya, nakakalimutan ko ang lahat. Lahat ng lungkot na nararamdaman ko, lahat ng paghihirap na naranasan ko.
Pati ang oras nakakalimutan ko. Pag kasama ko siya may halong saya at lungkot dahil alam ko magkakahiwalay din lang kami at mamimiss ko nanaman siya.

Proud to help someone

Tomorrow I'll go out, I'll go to my dentist and SECRETLY go and see my BF. Well, first I'll go see him then I'll go to my dentist and then after that I will go to this bakery it's called FTM where I think they sell those "Breathe Hope Bracelets".
It's for baby Jon, well I think he needs 1 million pesos for that machine to make him feel better. And so I'm helping him.

Unknown

Sabi ng lola ko 'bastos daw ako,walang hiya and many others'. But for me that's NOT ME, she may see or tell herself that I'm like that but I'm not. It's kind of weird though, my attitudes are not the same when I'm outside the house and when I'm inside the house. I think when I'm here inside the house I'm kind of a "demon". But when I'm outside the house, you can see that I'm the most happiest person in that certain area. I don't but for me knowing myself, the real me is when I'm outside the house.
It just hurts my feelings when someone said words like that to me because I'm like that to them. But the more I can respect it, I will respect it.
I don't get it why other people is always like that.
I know myself more than they do know me. Even if they're my family, doesn't mean that they know me more than others. I know myself more than they know me. So they have no right to say words like that to me.
With those words it makes my happiness in life 1 percent lesser. But it also makes me stronger.

Missing Him

The last time we saw each other was June 2, 2010. Yes, it was just 5 days from now. But I already miss him, I'm always like this even after we saw each other I already miss him. I don't know why, but I'm always happy when I'm with him. I think it's just the way we are, it's just that we really love each other. That proves our 7 months relationship as a couple right now, but we've know each other for 3 years.

A Good Morning to start another day of my life

Hopefully, this day will be great. I'm not expecting that much because me and my brother always fought each other. Oh well, still hoping it'll be a good day.

Goodnight to me.

Wishing my dreams will be a beautiful dream. Well, actually I will just go to bed and lay down but I will not sleep I'll watch first and have a chat with my past Boyfriend who didn't show up this night. He always send me messages when the clock hits 10 pm or 11 pm... I don't even know what time he sleeps. Weird.

School is Back!

Summer days ae almost over. This coming June 15,2010 back to school again. I need to concentrate on my studies now. I don't want to see failing grades on my report card. From now on, I will do my best to have a good grade.

Happy to choose him as the love of my life

Since I was grade 6, the first time I saw him I already fell in love with him. Even if I had past boyfriends after we broke up because of me being stupid, I still love him. That feeling for never changed, he was like the only guy that I loved so much and will ever love.
Age doesn't matter when love is true. I don't care if he's 6 years older than me. I don't care what others will say. I love him and that's all that matters.
Me and Him forever. That will never change.

Expectations

I was expecting him to came but he didn't showed up. I was suppose to gave him a doodle that I made especially for him. Well he's not my boyfriend, he was my EX Boyfriend but we're friends right now. He told me hours before I was expecting him to come, that he will get this doodle this night. But that didn't happened, expecting him to came but didn't came made me sad. I don't know why he's like that.